Khushaan's Trip to Ichiran

So turns out I didn’t hit post on my last blog entry but I guess it doesn’t matter since no ones reading this.  Everything’s been going well I guess.  Mostly just days of grinding.  I did go out with Susan last night (Susan is my best friend, a dude, but I made up his nickname was Susan and everyone started calling him that so it’s kinda funny). We went to ichiran and he hurled cause he ate too much.  We told everyone it was cause he was drunk except he didn’t and doesn’t drink.  It was kinda a fun night, some good memories made. After that I bough a cider and he hurled again when we were walking from TST to Mong Kok. We then skipped halfway through and took the mtr cause we couldn’t be asked to bake in the heat.  Then we walked around the sneaker street and I finally bought a pair of white sneakers that match my new wardrobe.  I’m thinking of getting them painted with a couple of roses on the side cause that would look bomb.  We just kinda hung out and talked about stuff.  I started talking to another girl who’s kinda great.  Her name is ummmm let’s say Violet.  Anyways it turns out she’s in scouts too, goes to another school, year below and wait for it ... she’s hella cute.  Like an 8 or 9 kinda cute.  I mean she’s got an indie vibe to her which I really like.   Before I called she asked if we could play 36 questions.  Now if you don’t already know what that is, it’s a kinda question quiz thing you do with a partner that was engineered by scientists to make you fall in love. Then after that you stare into each other’s eyes for 4 minutes and after you should be in love.  Well I thought it was kinda bold she wanted to do that but I thought why the hell not?  I mean a survey to make two people fall in love with a really cute girl, what’s the worst thing that could happen?  Well it turns out we both went off topic and just started talking like a lot. I ranted about my stepmom and just life in general while she told me about hers.  So she lives close to me, plays THE BASS and she’s also really cool.  She wears a cute choker all the time and she dresses very retro and vintage.  She likes wallows a lot which is a cool band.  I talked with Khushaan about this and I told him I thought that this could really go somewhere.  It seems like she seems to like me but we haven’t talked about anything romantic.  She said she wanted to hang out then I said what kinda hanging out then she said as friends.  Idk could be a bad sign but she told me all of her past relationships started as friends so I remain semi-confident.  I think I need to start believing in myself more.  Have a bit more self confidence.  I mean this always seemed to be a problem for me because I used to be a meatball.  My family, friends, rugby team would make fat jokes which kinda put a dent in my selfesteem but I seem to have become not fat anymore.  I lifted for a while and now I’m kinda built I guess.  Worked on my chest a lot to get rid of my man-boobs and surprisingly it worked and helped a lot.  In all honesty I have skipped leg day for a while but who likes leg day?  I don’t have a membership to the gym anymore and I’m trying to get my dad to get me one.  I would be happy to split the price if it wasn’t $600 per month.  It’s a lot but it makes me happy and I think I should chase it.  For the summer, my goal is to start living.  I’m going to work and all that but I want to hang out with friends more.  Make more memories and do fun stuff.  I got the rest of my life to work and start adult stuff but for right this moment, I want to live my life being a teenager.  Doing what teens do and just having good vibes. Making the most of everyday. So my philosophy for the summer: I’m going to make the most memories I can before school starts.