First Date Nerves
Okay so some exciting news, I asked her out uhhh what’d we say her name was, Violet or something right? Anyways, we were on the phone going through the 36 questions she for some reason wanted to do then me being smooth, I slid in “What’s the best way to ask someone out?”. Now little did I know, she had the list in front of her or she did this before and then she called out my lie. Obviously this wasn’t on the list so she was like damn you tryna be smooth. So after she was like hey remember how awkward it was when you tried to ask me out? Then I said, actually I didn’t ask you out I just found out the best way to do it, in person. She said “not necessarily I mean there are other times you could do it”. Then I said “like over the phone?” She said maybe, so uttering possibly the most frightening words in my life, it all came down to that second in between my popping the question “Violet, would you like to go out with me?” And the answer. The dreaded answer. Me being me; I assumed she would’ve said something like I think it’s best if we stay friends or some bs like that. But she said one word that I think I’ll remember till the day I die: “Yes”. And not just an grudging acceptance, it was a joyful and enthusiastic yes. So I guess that means she’s into me. So we are going out on Friday and we decided it was a casual date. Mainly cause we both haven’t been on proper dates so we are gonna wing it I guess. We are both a bit awkward but maybe it’ll work. I really hope it does. Anyways, my current plan is to watch Les Misérables. It’s a french movie about civil society. Anyways it’s a little violent but it’s a drama so maybe that’s a good thing. Like there’s a jump scare and she jumps into my arms or something. Okay that’s a long shot but I don’t know. Somethings different about this girl. Sets her apart from the rest. She’s also really into indie which is cool cause I also like indie. Anyways after the movie we are eating at ichiran which will probably broke me. I think it’ll be worth it though. $420 for a movie and early dinner for maybe even a few years with her. Kinda nervous about it though. There’s all this pressure to kiss on the first date yet embarrassingly I haven’t had mine. I’ve always been waiting for that special someone and maybe this is her. I’m not sure where to make the move though. I assume probably a romantic part in the movie but it’s tough. Like is it just one kiss? Do we fully make out? What do we do after? What do you say, shiver me timbers???? Then after the supposed kiss, I’ll hold her hand and we’ll just sit there watching the movie. Not sure what to do afterwards, like after the dinner. Maybe go to the waterfront or something and we could just chill out and talk about stuff. I don’t know, we just seem to get a long really well and so far we haven’t run out of things to talk about. Maybe I’ll go back to her place and we can chill on her roof and listen to music. She is at a beach with her friend right now so maybe we can go to one and just sit and talk. Maybe watch the sunset.